Try to swallow glasses

It feels like a fever and a shake at the same time. It can come from your belly or throat, but invades your whole head... You can't breath properly, you want to cry, scream, run; but you can't move. You are invaded for what some people call dissapointment/hearth-broken, or if you want to be dramatic, like I am: like a stab. You can feel the unusual blood and pain passing throught you, and those tears DO taste like blood. So many thoughts come to your mind, but if you try to forget, you'll just pretend something that broke your world didn't happened, and if you are not honest with yourself, how would you expect someone else to do it with you?